I'm sitting in Avid. I'm listening to Bob show us shortcuts and tips. It's cool, but I'm too unfocused to focus (that seems redundant).
I decided to check National Geographic. I love NatGeo. I always have. It's one of the most exciting websites/magazines to me. My favorite pieces are the ones about space and the ones about digging up old stuff.
I feel super comfortable in my major as it is. It feels like home. It's fun. It's exciting. It's different everyday.
And then I go to NatGeo and I see this:
I don't remember a lot, but I remember wanting so badly to be an astronaut just to see the stars unpolluted by the atmosphere.
Sometimes I feel so far from the stars that it makes me really sad. I love making movies, but I wanted to be a scientist. I wanted to explore what is.
And somehow, I will mix filmmaking with sciencing. That's what I really want to do. I don't want to just read about the explorations and explorers. I want to explore as an explorer. Maybe that's what I'll do.
Off to do more Avid